I had made the mental note to blog at least once a day … I had even started to. Then the trip to Michigan threw my schedule out of whack again. And frankly, everything has been out of whack since I moved here.
Let’s do a recap: We got back from Michigan to hear that Bear was peeing blood in his urine again and the vet wanted to do an x-ray for some god-awful amount of money. We brought him home because I looked at him and saw that he was in distress and aside from not being able to afford the god-awful expensive x-ray, I just had a feeling that Bear would be fine once we brought him home. And frankly, he HAS been better. It seems he managed to pass whatever was causing him the bloody urine and our Bear is back to normal.
Although, the concept of not being able to afford to care for them if they get sick was made very clear to us and we have to come up with a plan to deal with that. And THAT … is breaking my heart. /sigh
In other news, it’s gotten cool here in Texas. I can’t believe my luck! It’s been a week now of steady 60-70 degree weather. I am in awe. Of course, with that comes the rain and overcast skies and fogginess, but I don’t care. I am just SO happy (like a pig in shit) to have it be cool again. We put the blanket on the bed … which might be a little premature since it wasn’t as cool last night, but it’s just nice to not be sweating every minute.
I’ve rediscovered WoW. I know, I know … I hear you asking if I ever stopped playing. Well, I hadn’t; but I had got to the point where I was really only mechanically playing because of the sentimentality of it. It had become a chore, something to avoid if I could … and avoid it I did when I could. I would watch TV instead, or just read. But now … /sigh
The MP ball is in a week or 2. I have to find a dress. I’m not looking forward to it the way I think I should be. Probably because it’s still all so new to me here and I really have not found anything to like here or anyone to like … heh.
I find myself torn … I want to say I hate this place, but how can I say that without forfeiting the support for hubby? We are here for him, with him … I am here for him and with him. If it wasn’t for that, I’d be gone like a bat out of hell from this place. How did I ever survive the tropics all my life? How does THAT sound? Like a “sellout”? I’m not sure I care. If I only suspected before, now I know for sure – I despise cities, heat and insects. They are the bane of my existence.
There, I’ve said it out loud at last. And I won’t say it again …ever. Now it’s time to suck it up and deal. And THAT’s going to be a chore … so pardon me while I go work on my coping skills.
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